Hello! my name is Muriel and I take and absorb from everything around me. And during the process I filter out everything that doesn't...

It's going to be an interesting ride. I just decided to start writing. The only goal: to heal. there is no need for me to put a tag on my feelings anymore, they are all the same and mixed up and too difficult to describe, they are feelings. Right now I am going through a panic attack, an epiphany, a realization, a phase, a good or a bad moment thing, it feels good. It feels very much like my end. And so it is my beginning. I hope for the sake of my son, this is rebirth.